i've only written this about a hundred times but keep hitting delete.
i'll try again.
i wish i were as okay with this as i said i would be.
it's going to be extremely hard but i'm willing to do it.
the most amazing part of it all is the friendship but the feeling of more was/is great.
18.
i know it's big.
yet everyone says no it's not. they say yes it's a gap but not that big.
i don't get it.
is it not big because of those involved or is it not big and i feel it is.
i don't think it'll happen but if it changes know that i'd always be there. that nothing would change. it would only grow. i'm willing to be there until the end. that's how it's always been since it all clicked. yes it would be a challenge in ways but i'm more than willing to accept that and take it on with you. there would never be anyone else. i'd be here to follow, to let you lead.
i'm sorry.
this is true though.
i'm here if it changes. which like i said i don't think it will but i'm willing if you are.
i just want to hit delete.
i'll try again.
i wish i were as okay with this as i said i would be.
it's going to be extremely hard but i'm willing to do it.
the most amazing part of it all is the friendship but the feeling of more was/is great.
18.
i know it's big.
yet everyone says no it's not. they say yes it's a gap but not that big.
i don't get it.
is it not big because of those involved or is it not big and i feel it is.
i don't think it'll happen but if it changes know that i'd always be there. that nothing would change. it would only grow. i'm willing to be there until the end. that's how it's always been since it all clicked. yes it would be a challenge in ways but i'm more than willing to accept that and take it on with you. there would never be anyone else. i'd be here to follow, to let you lead.
i'm sorry.
this is true though.
i'm here if it changes. which like i said i don't think it will but i'm willing if you are.
i just want to hit delete.
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