whisper...

Just whisper his name and mr. magnet poetry magically appears!!!

you know it all so well...

yeah. stuck, i suppose. no words can express the emotions i feel right now. i'm looking forward to tonight with my 'frat party community group'. i know i can say what i feel and have a smile without it being anywhere near not being real or sincere. lately every now and then i have been pushing that smile out of me. especially here at the house. this week has turned into being so long and i want it to end. it's as if there were a clone here and it causing that volcano to erupt.

i just want to do what souza said:

dance, as though no one is watching you.

love, as though you have never been hurt before.

sing, as though no one can hear you.

yeah. that would be so great. i'm in a happy but upsetting mood. i just feel like crap. not physically, but emotionally. i'm drained i guess. but today i know that my God has given me His grace, my favorite person will be at work, my rusty will be at community group, my bestfriend and i will see each other. that's what will keep that smile on my face today.