take it as is.

there are those days when i'm just going to be quiet. not for any reason in particular. just because. no one had to do anything. nothing had to be done. it's just how it is. i may be tired of it just for what it is. not because something had to happen in order for me to say it or feel that way.

wishing that when i close my eyes and wish that when i open them it all will really be happening.

not sure it ever will.

a week and two days before i fly out.

i need it.