02 August, 2008

cotton candy rock candy and chocolate covered sunflower seeds.

you have stolen my heart. the worst part of it all is that you have no idea. it seems as though all of these magnificent things were happening and then just bam; it all seems to have ended. just like that.
nothing.
nothing left to say. or know what to do. how to feel.
just nothing.
please don't misconstrue this as some ballad of depression either. i just feel it all today and am a little down. tomorrow is a new day and i'll be fine. or though it seems to go.
today i looked back at some things...
'stolen', 'her', 'untitled', 'labeled', etc.
all to think of it. well not really to think of it, more it happened and i thought of it because of that. 
side note: cotton candy rock candy mixed with chocolate covered sunflowers seeds is quite delicious.
now to get my train of thought back... i'm not really to sure where i was going with that.
tonight i feel alone. not that 'i'm alone in this world and that no one feels how i do' alone but more 'i'm not sure how i could handle to be around people right now' alone. if that makes any sense to anyone else out there.
i was so open and honest for once.
blah.
take care of my heart until you give it back. [although if you'd like to keep it i'm willing to give it, i think.]

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