loving today

today definitely went a lot better than the past couple of days. even though i did a lot of my english work which can be stressful it was a very peaceful relaxing day and i comprehended all of the work i did today which was great. that always seems to help for some reason. my phone was ringing a lot today but it was ok because a lot of the calls were solicitors so i could just hang up. then i went to the book store and tj maxx with my mom. i got this really cool phantom of the opera book so i was really excited about that. then i just chilled for a little bit and just took the break that i needed before i went to sue's. and that was just awesome it was only 6 of us but it went really great. it was more intimate today. then i got to hang out with lauren and michael for a little bit which was good we had good conversations. now it's lauren's birthday since really it is thursday and she is 20 so i called her right at midnight. i love her and i'm sooooo glad i have her as a bestfriend. today will be a good day. tonight we are eating at carrabba's and earlier on after michael and her are done with their lunch date i'm going to meet up with them so that'll be fun. i'm going to take some photographs tomorrow too. and i can't wait until we go to new york on saturday. i'm definitely going to take thousands of pictures there. i can't wait!!! and then not to long after we get back from new york i start back at pappasito's and that is definitely something i'm looking forward to. even though it sounds funny i'm excited to go back to work i love that job and yes i'm excited about it everyday i go in. i still get my title as head host which is awesome. God is so tremendous. the way He works is beyond me but He definitely listens to our prayers and takes care of them in His timing and His will. He's so great!! i wish i had those words i so long to have to describe how amazingly brilliant and awesome and tremendous He really is but i don't have them. which some people may say is a lack of vocabulary but i say it is because of how amazing He is. my 18th birthday is in 2 days! i can't wait! i feel like going around driving and just taking photographs. i wish. maybe i'll just dream about it.