10 January, 2006

to an artist who i need to talk to...

wishing the words would flow out and form what i so long to say and express. don't think that i will have the words until i can solve more of the emotions that i feel. am i really hurting for them or is that i have to go through it all again. i'm not afraid to say anything. i'm more ecstatic than anything. really. i feel as though it is wrong. which it very well may be. but i also feel that it is ok after all of this. mr. magnetic poetry- he estado pensando en londres mucho. más que probable yo no iré dondequierara. sólo desear yo era capaz a, supongo. but that would just be another escape. which i cannot keep doing. so i'm this will all end soon so that i can go and ejoy it and not have to worry about this crap. we need to talk.

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