duelo. en más de una manera.

i seem to be stuck in one place as all seems to fly on by. not knowing what to think or what to feel or even what to do. wednesday i got to have a awesome car ride and talk to one of my very good friends. the past few weeks we've been talking and we are a lot alike which is great. afterwards i went over and had an amazing dinner with markandsarah. sarah made us dinner and it was wonderful. then she showed me a website that markandher like while mark did the dishes and then sarah made us banana splits. they were delicious. it felt so good to be able to hang out with them again. last night was an interesting but fun night. we ate at sito's. with jeff.
tonight i work. i'm not really wanting to so much. i don't want to do togo tonight. i do get to see ryan again which is exciting so i can hear how much he enjoyed nickle creek which will be fun.
hearing that ripping sound
being torn
becoming smaller and smaller
becoming more independent
ready to get a new sheet
and write my own story
my way
ready to sprint
but where to stop
waiting to achieve that dream
but then there's that ripping sound
being blown away to the wind