07 March, 2006

muero para londres. muero para mi sonrisa para regresar.

just thinking about the past week or so. i'm having a awesome time hanging out with ryan. he's so awesome. we haven't definitely gotten a lot closer. the other day he said something, oh yeah i remember we were talking about us hanging out with his girlfriend because i keep only meeting her for a few minutes and he was saying yeah that would be good if we all hang out sometime because i'm his best girl friend if not his best friend and that is his girlfriend. and that made me smile because i have open up with him a lot and he is definitely hands down my best guy friend. even though he won't leave me alone about marcos. hehe. it's ok though. when we are at work together and i'm getting so angry about all the guests and things he makes me laugh and it helps me take a breath and slow down and realize it's ok everything is going well and it's just normal guests that get upset when i'm doing what we said we were going to do they just want to be sat and things. last night we had our first softball tournament and we got 2nd. that made me happy. i'm still struggling with smiling all the time how i would normally/used to do. maybe ihop tonight...

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