making a decision. one that i realized as i sat in shattered pieces staring back at me. things that entice me beyond my want. wishing there were something i could do. wondering of how i can have control. how can i be able to manage this situation. it's a magnet to me. as hard as i try i keep being pulled back. more like coming back. there's a gap between me and this thing. why i can't grasp onto it i don't know. everyone else seems to just fine. then there he is. just patiently trying to help me. and i so badly want to say yes but how come i keep pushing away. when really that's all that i want.
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i brushed away what i thought i couldn't handle, and now it is gone. maybe not forever, but at least for now. make sure that you make the most of everyday. the time that we have on the earth is just the blink of an eye.
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