thoughts consume me...
my heart beating to a rhythm of something unknown. unseen. unheard.
i'm captured.
to hear those words. to know something that's been unsaid. meant the world to me. just a soft sweet spoken prayer. thank you so very much.
to hear the laughter. to see the smile. to see the excitement. the joy. the energy. makes this day worth while. i smiled with a tear in my eye that was never released.
my God. You are so beyond tremendous in every which way. to give me a day of joy. as if i deserved it. as if that one moment were not enough. You strike me with amazement every day. to have a love for me. that's beyond what any one could ever give. but yet there You are every day with open arms pulling me in. how shall i stand in front of You. just looking back at that moment that You let me capture. that i will now have forever. it just reflects You. all the small things even point back to You. those things that we take for granted. for what reason that You allow us to i will never comprehend. i thank You for this very moment. the moments of the past and the moments that are to come. when will i be able to move on. please lead me to be able to. get me through this i pray. i just want to be through with it. why am i not. what left is there for me here. i'm still growing yes. i'm ok with that. as if i have a choice about the rest. but i would like to not have to deal with certain things anymore. please help me stay calm this minute and the next. i'm struggling. been a lot lately. i'm tired of hurting. i just need You to breathe through me right now.
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Good for people to know.
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