drowning.

it's all finally starting to slowly caress me.
it's flooding in.
i can't stop it.
the flood gate is broken.

two things i can't stop thinking about.
i love these things.
you make it so i'm in the middle. so i can see it perfectly while that's where you'd prefer to sit.
putting my head right over your heart and pulling me in.

it hurts again.
this time.
it's an actual cut in.
as those ones i've dreamed about.
i can't handle it.
i'm done.
i'm drowning.