yes there is an actual meaning.

today i read something, i don't think i was supposed to have seen.
or maybe i was.

today i viewed an apartment i like quite a bit. the pricing is a little more than i'd like it to be but for the area and the place it's not bad. i'm considering it. i'm also considering if i'd really like a roommate or just myself. when i think about a few things i think myself. but then other things tell me to have a roommate.

if they were only going generally as well as other thing then it'd be awesome.
ringing.
really?
there was no mention.
just i.
holding on with one hand.
pushing away with the other.
what's your last name?
now with...
books.
alone.

thank you for being.

my diving bell and my butterfly.

the suspicions.
i need you.
oh the soundtrack.

say something.

as much as one would say there is so much going wrong right now i'm ok with most of it. just one thing i'm not ok with. and i'm enjoying life. 8 months and a week and 2 days. wow.

really is that the way you view this?
what has all this been then?
is it really to hide?
or what is it you're hiding from?
maybe that's better.

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