wow! the devil definitely wants to bring us down. he'll just keep attacking you until you have almost nothing left to give. and all i can do is say God give me the strength for my next breath. just one thing after another keeps going wrong. you know though you wonder is it going to work this time or what is happening and then it all just falls and breaks into so many pieces... how can it all happen to one person too? when satan wants to bring you down he definitely does. i'm just staying praying to God. it's always so hard when you make that step into doing what God wants you to do. satan just comes in there and tries to take everything away from you. not as if it belonged to you in the first place but it doesn't belong to him either. i'm sure God will use this all for something but why does it all have to happen at the same time. well i found out i will be leaving to go back to my buffalo sunday @4p and i'll be back early tues. morning. WOW!! that was awesome. heather i love you!!!! heather just called and prayed for me. that's so what i needed right now. i'm so thankful for God right now. he's just so beyond words amazing!!! i love him so much. wow!! 2 corinthians 1.2-11 is amazing.