9.11

today, 4 years ago. have people forgotten? are they to caught up in something? what blinds them from such a tragedy? you think that today would be a day of remembrance. maybe it is because they knew no one in the wtc towers or in the pentagon or in those planes. but don't you think they would still remember or act upon what they remember instead of acting as if it is another day with no significance or meaning. i knew many people in the towers. one was on the 83 floor. (i have his story. if any of you want to read it e-mail me. it is his words not mine. it is written in diary format. it's amazing.) one was on the 106 floor. one was on the 4. one was at the post office at the very bottom (my uncle. but he's a certified nurse and was called to help aid to people. i can tell you his story if you e-mail me. but it's not his words it's the story he told me). one was next door. it makes me so angry that no one is showing the respect that i think these people deserve. many people were killed that day or have been traumatized over it. is this really how our society acts 4 years later after such a huge chaos? my words mean nothing to the way i feel. i can't even put down my thoughts because i can not straighten them out enough to make sense for you to understand. it really hurts the way people are reacting to this day. el llanto parece no hacer nada, pero todo duele todavía tan malo.