enferma.

just sitting here not to worried. i'm not really feeling to much about the hurricane. i already felt like crap today. i just haven't been feeling to good lately. my head has been hurting for the past couple of days and it won't go away. i've taken tylenol and everything. i'm just not feeling to great and then i'm finally almost asleep again and my sister gets home and tells me the it's now category 5 and our family is going to san antonio tonight. so everything changed in those couple of seconds. my sister gets home from school crying and thinking that my mom is going to die because she works at tch and doesn't know if she will be staying at the hospital or not yet. my sister is 8 and was crying a lot at school today and when she got home. and me as the big sister. her 'comforter' has nothing to comfort her with except for that it will all be ok and i know that is not enough for her. it makes me feel even emotionally drained. i feel horrible. and just tons of other things that are draining me out lately. i wasn't ready for this is the way to put it i guess. i guess it will be nice to have a couple days off from work and get rid of this sickness thing that i have. i hope everything goes ok and that i'm able to return back to 'life' soon... quiero llorar bajo mi manta, bajo la caída dormida y bajo todo sean idos...