¿Dios es este él? ¿michael es correcto?

i'm falling for someone. i've known them for a very long time and we keep becoming better friends. i smile everytime i see or here his name. i've seen him quite a few more times than usual this week. i have known this person so long i did not realize i liked them until a few weeks ago. and now that i am sitting here thinking of it i was upset with one of their past relationships which i'm thinking was mainly because i was more jealous but thought us never and just thought i didn't like her. how stupid am i guys? gosh. well anyways i have been praying about this for a few weeks now and everytime i do or see this person i seem to fall even harder. this person is definitely a christian. loves God more than anything. i'm amazed how much he treasures his family and his future family. his God given talents are amazing and he uses them to glorify God in all that he does. i saw him tonight. and that momentary look into a glimpse of those beautiful brown eyes. so many pictures flashed through my mind and so many thoughts went through my head made me wonder even more. as i pray to God to seek his direction as to find out the answer 'is this him my Lord?' and all i can seem to comprehend is that he will lead me in the right way and i keep reading verses that seem to say maybe. and i fall asleep dreaming of being there with his family and relatives. and other dreams of me bearing his child with his mom feeling our child kicking. and thinking i'm not quite sure yet that i want to give birth to a child, i would like to adopt. i do not want that pain. although i wish that i would put that fear aside and experience the miracle God has for me, child birth. but the bigger question than all of these mysteries; once again, 'is it him my Lord?' is this all just me taking something to far? or worse is this what God meant to be or is it just me?