something calming

lunch.

panera bread.

booth.

water and sweet tea separated.

looking into those eyes.

courage beyond all i've ever had.

the sad part. did i enjoy it? yo no se. no hoy. yo no lo permitiría bajarme.

it's a step. i will never allow to be close again.

3 run jack.

we won last night 20-5. we had 5 girls. more than we've ever had to start off the season. and they are good. i'm excited. except i'm ruining more than my shoulder now. i feel it in quite a few places. i'm told to stop but i just can't. as much pain it bring it feels better than anything else right now. that and the moment i click the button and the shutter snaps. those two things could get me by any day. as long as i have a song in my head.

i here with a smile on my face. it's nice. thinking about what to cook for community group tonight. i want it to actually be something i cooked. but then again i almost don't care.

about 6 months left. not sure i'm ready for that challenge. possibly after lauren's wedding i'll go for a little while. would be nice to have someone there with me. not sure if that will be possible though. i will wish until i know.