so yesterday was beyond a great day... until the end.
it started by going to the gathering. jake did the message rather than bill. that was our surprise and it was nice. a little long do to the repetition. but i enjoyed it very much. there were points that i needed to hear. all so soft spoken but so hard if you really hear them. then christy and i sang and danced as we waited to go to skeeters. which was very much enjoyable. (yes i said that. it's not correct english. but i don't care cause that's exactly what it was) while there i was waiting on a phone call from tracey to let me know what time she would be able to come out and play and i turned around and there she was to surprise me! YAY!! i love her. that made my day right there. i had not seen tracey since tuesday. and for any of you that know us that's quite some time. and we normally talk every day as well. well we did just about but our conversations were not as long as normal so i still have so much to catch up with her about. i missed her this week and was very glad to see her! then we came back to my house to watch the end of the astros game. the tracey, christy, and i did our ltg. was very nice. God has definitely blessed us with each other. and i'm very happy that i have these two amazing girls in my life. that not only can we have fun and talk but that we can share our lives with another. after this we were off to see in the land of women. was not what we were expecting at all. the movie definitely pulled you in at parts, made you feel things, but it was all mixed up, then it just ended. so yeah... after this we went to eat at red robin. was nice. we had not eaten there in a while. after this christy came over here to watch the yankees with me. i gave up in the 8th inning. i cried. we got swept in the series. please don't make jokes yet i'm very upset still.
but the part that absolutely made my day yesterday was that matthew hit a home run!!!! YAY!!!! he's been so close but has yet to do it until yesterday. i'm so proud of him. it was in left center. and it was so far that it almost went on hammerly. (for those of you who don't know the field... it was FAR!) i'm so happy.
today will be a good day as well. i'll make it one. nothing will bring me down.
not sure what to do. i don't want to have to see the doctor. maybe i should go as well. it may help her as well. i just can't handle how i've been feeling lately. not even sure how i'll get the energy for my own game tonight. pray that i do. and that we do well. on top of my energy my shoulders are killing me and my right elbow. i think i'm only making things worse. i know i am actually. but i can't stop playing. it's an addiction.
what do i think of that text. that's not the conversations that we've had. where is this supposed to go. what happened there. is something going on that i'm not being told. if so why not. maybe... nevermind.
i want my creature.
i want my daddy.
i have to stop the tears are coming. and i have to hold them in.
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