around my neck...

yankees colors. some what pinstripe. the best i could do. metal. 'long' Q T. a constant reminder that it's part of my life now. always will be. it seems to be my life at the moment. it's there to say hey it's not you or any of us but it's a part of us. something we are overcoming. a reminder to glorify God for everything that has happened and the WAY that it has happened. even though that is hard at times. i made it. i will wear it everyday. seven o'clock will be here before i know it. hopefully. i'm killing myself with thoughts. hopefully see paul tomorrow. a part of me misses being at the hospital. not for the circumstances obviously. but i love it there. i felt comfortable there. nothing to hide.