29 January, 2007

lyrics bouncing through my head

i've discovered that i think a whole lot more when i'm upset. which only seems to make me more angry but that seems to be when i can write, draw, and sometimes even shoot my best. and why. i have no idea. but you know what today i'm happy and feeling good and i'm ready to write. so if it's not that great then i'm sorry. which it probably won't please me either but it's ok because for this moment it will make me feel good. i'm bouncing off the walls again
WHOA!
there's something about life. as much as i dislike it i can't seem to get enough of it. what is it?i'm going into my photography full time. as soon as God allows me to. it's time. my restaurant era is over. it’s time to move on. after 3 years of being dragged around and being hurt i’ve made my decision that no one can change. it’s hard and yeah it sucks to a degree but i’m getting through it. well obviously but ya know. the conversation that was had a few days ago made me think, why am i still here. all it’s doing is hurting me more and more. it was hard to admit to that but oh well.
i’m looking like a fool again
WHOA!
decision: either i go or it goes…
she chose it.
that i think is the thing that emotional has hurt me the most my entire life. and yeah.
tracey and i have been getting together a lot more lately and i’ve definitely been enjoying that very much so. but you know when you find your other half, other cool half, what are you to do…
beautiful girl playing through my head…

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