it burns.

i kept rearranging what i was about to put here.

none of it seems good enough tonight.

nothing seems good enough tonight.

not even myself.

i know i'm worthy of more in God's eyes.

i always will be.

just certain people can get to me.

i played it off well though.

no one knew.

or maybe everyone did and i was the only one who didn't know that.

oh by the way did i answer that question correctly?

the sound in your voice was not what i expected.

i'm doing the best i can.

all that i know how to do.

i'm sorry i will never reach that standard that is set.

it's unattainable.

for anyone.

i cannot do anymore tonight.