past. present. future.

yesterday was a day filled with things from the past.

i was actually somehow able to escape work four hours early yesterday. laurie and i somehow managed to finish everything. so that was nice. after that mami and i decided to go eat at applebee's. she had never been. after there we went to lifeway so i could get the toby mac live dvd/cd. my family and i had gone to the concert so i was curious to see it. after that we went to ritter's! i had a chocolate chip cookie dough glacier and mami had a scoop of chocolate. it was so yummy. then after this we went over to my mum's. which actually was a quite delightful experience surprisingly enough. i also learned some very interesting information. which is quite exciting. so my mum and i now have a date friday night to go shopping. my younger siblings may join along which would be nice. after this all we headed back to spring branch for dinner.

along the car ride i started getting a lot of texts...

one being from donny. he wanted to go to the movies and was curious if i had seen his house yet. well i haven't seen donny in about a year now. so no. but we were having dinner at the house so we invited him over. he said yes but ended up not coming.

two being from mike kelly about some stuff at work.

three being from brandon. he wanted to talk to me about certain things that i'm all still a little lost about and not really sure exactly what all to say. all i know is that i'm leaving it all up to God.

four being from christopher. we were just talking about what happened in our days and about all these crazy texts i was getting all at the same time. it was a little out of control. haha. but yes. this was the conversation that i had needed to be having at this time. so that was nice.

today i woke up to a message from a friend who will be moving here friday. they just finished their last night of being a flight paramedic at 1 o'clock am. it's all still astonishing to me.

today, i have the day off. i'm excited. i need it right about now. i have 32 days until i fly off to buffalo. my creature will be there. i'm ready to be in that line departing the plane to hurry from gate 11 to the front of the buffalo niagra international airport to be in the arms of my creature, my mimi, my little lili, and my uncle raymond. oh how i need to be back home to get away from this city for a little while. i may go insane one of these days if it doesn't come soon enough. four more weeks.

yet prior to this... this weekend will be all eventful and what not. in two weeks though.... the fourth of july weekend desi will be coming, along with her grandfather will be coming, along with christopher will coming as well! it's all so exciting and crazy. i can't wait to meet desi's grandfather. she loves this man so much. i hear amazing things about him all the time and am excited to be meeting him. and as always i'm overjoyed to have desi coming home. i go a little stir crazy without her. you know how we are. and once again if you don't, it's probably better that way. hehe. then chris. i just can't wait. i just pray that people will realize things and give a chance. you know me better than that. i promise you. you know how i am. i love you but please for me.

so now for today...

let me start it.

(i know, i don't know what's wrong with me. it's not my usual writing style. for those of you that like that i'm sorry. for those of you that don't, hopefully this was better)