feeling better today. talked to my creature. that was nice. only like 2 more weeks left to go. yay! and i'm talking to nicole right now. as if that is new. haha. i'm missing ryan though. not missing some of his jokes. but yeah missing him so bad. i see him literally every day! and i have not seen him in 4days. AHHHH! 2more left. finally. it's going to be weird when i go to ny. a whole week without nicole or ryan. or nick. or lauren or sarah. or anyone else. (too many) but mainly nicole, ryan, and nick, and sarah. so weird. i see nicole 3 or 4 times a week, same with nick, and sarah and i try to hang out as much as our schedules will allow. oh goodness. i'm wearing my new kicks. just because i like them a lot. and cause they are puma. i've always wanted pumas. and they are brown!! i have puma cleats but this is my first pair of sneakers. yay!
today also was a little rough here and there. but it was not so overwhelming as it has been. which was good. i need a break from all this. going to ny will take away part of it. but not enough that i can breathe comfortable. just enough so i can breathe.
i wish nick would pick up his stupid phone or call me back already. gosh. stupid boys. i want to know how his eye is. ugh.
quiero ryan.
wanting some sleep tonight. i took a 'nap' yesterday for awhile. hoping i can sleep tonight. praying for a whole night. soon enough...
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