canada day.

wow. what a long day. i was at work from 8-12something. then i came home and started watching a movie and fell asleep for and hour! finally!! then i got up got ready and went back to work. then i had the worst experience ever at ihop with ryan, nick, desi, heather, collin, and marissa. it was ridiculous. i'm so happy the pappas are the way that they are and that we train people the way we do. i can not imagine anything happening at our restaurants the way it happened tonight. i understand ihop is not as great or nice or whatever you would like to say as the pappas but still! you don't let hair in food go. you don't not refill drinks. you don't walk up to the table and say nothing and when the guest says hi ask what their problem is. you don't walk away rolling your eyes and shaking your head without even stopping to listen to what the guest has to say when you are the manager. you don't send the server over to the table and have them handle the problem when you are the manager. you don't not appologize and argue instead. UGH! it sucked. ryan is so upset. i am too. but you should see him. i've never seen him so upset. that's ridiculous. and it's not as if we don't come there all the time or anything. AHHH!!! that makes me so angry. otherwise today was good. today, although i was at work alot, it felt good to be there. i enjoyed myself. although i did get a little stressed/upset about some things. it took my mind off stuff for awhile. which i so desperately want to talk about. to some degree. but i don't think i can allow myself to. looking at those scars and remembering. ugh i can't.