GOOSE IS 55! tomorrow.

feeling kind of blah. nothing really in particular. i like ana'el. she's so funny. she stuck with me half the night yesterday. that made me smile. i want to say to much but not knowing where to begin. where to go. or where to end.
scratchy but soft and gentle.
where to go now. what to say or what to do. it was the first time i really knew where it stands. now i have more of an answer and am prepared to wait. i know for sure now. that's all that i wanted. and that's fine with me for now.
sonreír.