a new style...

just taking a minute to breath and think after a long week. today is the last day. tomorrow i will finally be at work again. oh how i can not wait. i have had fun this week. but it has been very weird and i feel odd. i feel lazy. i know that really i have not been because i worked almost a full month straight to do this but still it's not me. i'm really hungry now. i'm waiting on my mom, aunt, brother, and sister to get back from my sister's softball practice and i'm hoping we go to sito's for dinner. i'm really craving it. i have not had it all week...
quiero que esta semana esté sobre.

palabras desconcidas.

i have not updated in so long due to work. i'm finally done with work for a week due to the fact that my amazing aunt, uncle, and cousin will arrive tomorrow. i can not tell you how ecstatic i am. this was my 2nd mom growing up in new york. my older sister; rachel, my cousin; michelle, me, my younger sister; jennifer, and my cousin; lisa (she is the cousin coming tomorrow) were called the fab 5 or the 5 cousins (i put in order of birth. rachel is 4 years older than michelle and i, michelle and i are 5 months apart, jennifer and i are 1 1/2 years apart, and lisa is 1 1/2 years younger than jennifer). this week has been hard seeing that i worked 3 weeks straight with not one day off, the divorce was settled, he came to get most of his stuff, a few other things which i would rather not speak of right now. but yeah. my cousin and i have been discussing when to go to london. i'm thrilled about this. also i'm going to get my hair done. by done i do not mean a do but a new cut and color. i hope it turns out the way i want it to. otherwise i will really cry. well i need to get ready for the gathering but i will write more later on.

visit to the retzloff's. : ^ )

yesterday was a pretty crappy day at work. it was just frustrating with my managers, otherwise i loved it as usual. but i had the best evening with mr. and mrs. mark alan retzloff. first sarah and i went to the grocery store to get ingredients to make seven layer dip and frozen pizza and ended up getting ice cream with a coupon. it was nice to be able to talk to each other. it felt good to hear sarah's advice on issues. i so longed for that the past month. we went home and mark helped us put it away. sarah got some snacks together and we left for ikea. i love ikea. we tried out all of the couches. they saw two they liked besides for the one they already have picked out but decided they would wait. we checked out the medieval lights adam wants to get. then we went downstairs to do the shopping they really wanted to do. sarah makes me smile. then we headed to cost plus near bill's house because we were going to stop by. well the lady was quite rude and would not move some boxes to get the item they wanted to purchase she sent us to the other store. and since it was 8 something we did not stop at bill's house. but the other location was so amazingly nice. they got their beautiful buffet. after we loaded it and everything we headed back to the townhouse. then as mark and i (mark. i barely did anything, even though he claims i did a lot) carried the buffet up the stairs, sarah started to make the pizza on their nice pizza stone and started to prepare the seven layer dip. while mark ripped open the box and assembled the legs on i helped sarah. then i helped mark put the buffet in place. and as sarah and i finished mark put up 'josh' the rooster up. then we ate. alot. sarah and i had out eaten mark but he couldn't deal with that so he caught up. hehe. it's ok mark we love you. after dinner we watched mark clean the dishes. hehe. then mark showed me pictures of the honey moon. so fun. sarah got us out ice cream and we ate that. then we all chatted for a while. it was nice to see my best friend and her husband. :) i love those guys. ryan came and applied today at sito's he has a 2nd interview which means he got the job. :^ ) so i'm ecstatic. yay. i can't wait. today i just struggled with a lot of emotions. kind of sucks. actually no it does suck. ugh. ¿por qué él es tal tirón? ¿por qué juega él con nuestras emociones como eso?