01 August, 2007

my eyes are shutting.

i have to make a decision by tomorrow. not to sure what to do. my answer will probably be to let go. either way. it sucks having the risk of a friendship. especially when you are the one to make the decision. ugh.
tonight i went to this thing for mr. tony. it was landmark forum stuff. it was pretty cool. i really would be interested in doing it but it's 100$ deposit and then an additional 300$ and then if you go to more seminars 110$. just amounts to a lot of money that i could use on so many other things right now. i really liked it. kevin bass was a pretty cool guy. he made me smile.
'you're damn right everything is going smooth'
ugh.
so arod is 0 for 20. i prayed for him to 'bad' just so he wouldn't hit his 500 with out me being there to see but this is just flat out ridiculous. who said he was allowed to suck.
i get to go home to new york in 9 days. i can't wait. i miss it so much. i miss everyone. houston is ok. but new york is where i belong.
i'm exhausted. go to end this. sorry but just been a long week and tomorrow is a rough day.