18 September, 2007

the worst day of rememberence...

so much to write about not sure where to start.
9.11 i suppose.
been pretty upset all week about it. haven't quite figured out the words to say about it. still haven't. but here we go.
have i told you how arrogant, close-minded, two-faced, stuck up, a-holes people are. well if not let me tell you. they are! i am still in complete and utter shock of what i heard this year on the 11th of september about what happened six years ago.
let me remind you of every ones reaction six years ago. 'that's not possible. that's an awful joke... (many shocked faces as they stared in disbelief at the television and what it portrayed. then the tears) i can't believe this... (lots of prayers, people showing up at churches all over the country)'
a few months later the war broke out. reactions. 'finally. someone needed to do something. they are going to get what they deserve. etc.'
6 years later.
reactions...
'stupid bush needs to pull us out of there and bring all the soldiers home. thankfully he's almost out of office'
'all that's happening is more and more get killed and nothing else' (excuse me but get your snobby nose out of the effing news for one minute and take in the smell of all that has been done over there)
'new yorkers just need to get over it and stop being scared of the world' (this is the one that has pissed me off the most. well let me go and fly a hijacked plane into the middle of houston... oh wait it still wouldn't do as much damage that was done six years ago. family, friends, coworkers, long lost friends, lovers, schoolmates, strangers , were killed in an instant if not after suffering one of the longest excruciating deaths that you could. some took days to finally die. all of them were someones son or daughter, someones mom or dad, someones brother or sister, someones wife or husband, someones boyfriend or girlfriend, someones grandmother or grandfather, someones granddaughter or grandson, someones niece or nephew, someones uncle or aunt, someones cousin, someones... how the hell are you going to say get over it. i really think that it's time to have everyone sit down and watch the tape play of what happened six years ago. the day america stopped. you obviously don't quite remember. and on that as well i would like you to let your husband or wife, daughter or son, or whomever they may be go through a cloud of dust filled with a building that had been standing for 31 years, pieces of a hijacked plane, and dismembered body parts while carrying some of the heaviest equipment just to try not even knowing if it would be accomplished to save another's live but in the mean time giving up your own.
ugh i can't stand people.
i can't do anymore of this.